
If I can
chagrin
at myself…
If I can
under
stand tall
–at’all…
If I can
shake hands
off
Sturm
und
Drang…
I can wake
dead to right
‘us,
I can
ghost right
the most harmonious verse,
I can
last rite
of passage
–without end.

If I can
chagrin
at myself…
If I can
under
stand tall
–at’all…
If I can
shake hands
off
Sturm
und
Drang…
I can wake
dead to right
‘us,
I can
ghost right
the most harmonious verse,
I can
last rite
of passage
–without end.

My
hat
turned
red
–over time—
but I
don’t
don
it
anymore
–bonnet
now is
straw
–built to
last,
and Sunday…
Sunday’s
cap
is feathered…
headdress
earned
by
the
quill.

strictly a department store
shopper,
I went to a garage sale
. . .
pocketful of change
and little to lose
and
charmed by the novelty
of the affair
I found by chance,
and yet.
There were so many things I wanted
–from a distance—
that seemed a steal
of a deal,
and ergo: unreal
but
closer inspection
showed my emptor
its caveat
–the wear
and threadbare
of castoff-clustered
card tables
(also for sale)
the throw (away) holes
that wasn’t a knit,
the jeans faded white
that were so distressed,
the books without binding
that weren’t how they seam’ed,
the desk missing
drawers,
and rack
with a cant
–the piles and piles of must dusts
and junk waiting to happen
–and ragged it was,
but dogged was I,
and pig-headed perseverance led me
to treasure
where only discard existed
and while I stayed
a while
for wile
–no Starbucks calling name–
I discovered a jacket that
blazed,
a Stetson
still tagged,
and shoes so
to die for–
I hardly cared
they had walked
a different mile.


sitting duck
I faced—stood,
sucker blew,
and skin thickened
–a snake in reverse,
and molten,
the opposite
of outburst,
ashen,
different than pendulum,
granite,
all day to day drama
–reel life
a tearjerkin’
whodunit
romantic
thriller
–that’s strictly indie,
‘cuz
frontin’s worse
–disowning my
“humanity”
in quotes, because we can
beso
beastly.
kid glove failure
a soul denial and
hefty price
–when time is money
and attention currency.
Well, fellow human,
toys are us,
and we’re pretend–
and yet.
–if I cut you,
do I not bleed?

eye storm chase.
jealous of
surrounding maelstrom–
under black umbrella
I beat rain.
blue-ribbon mind
blocking grey and gold
to collapse
para sol
(for sun)
and slicker
(than some)
I seek refuge
from elements
pursued–nevertheless.
for soothe,
only drumming water
breaches cracks
and drenches beast within
cowering from
down
pour–
–that melting,
wicked bitch.
Columbus was wrong.
The earth is flat, after all.

and fits in my hand.

she’ll die tomorrow
–gun in hand
hand that guided
pastel
before pistol,
color
before dolor, and
paint
before pain,
will trigger
an end game
she can…ah…live with
–Russian Roulette
grown tiresome.
Loading every
monkey in that barrel,
she’ll cry rough
–for the last time–
punch buttons
to bells
to voice mail unheard.
she’ll die tomorrow
(all over again)
gun in hand.